in a game?

Engaging in change, self determined,
Much better than an external source ~
Matter, energy, space and time,
Wrangled independently, of ones own chosen course.
Still the impetus from another, 
Can be fuel for the fire.
The added stimuli lending importance,
More urgency, direction, inspired.
Of ones own, first to be known, 
The object to engage.
To give substance, have some name, 
The goal one wants to claim.
I have several but none are pressing,
More general, generic, small spark.
So for me, search a we. A terminal, player to formulate an arc.
Path of development, toward a common aim.
​With someone or opponent, in a worthwhile game.