Smoke puff

I'm just drifting in my own authentic place.
I sorta have goals and dreams but, I'm mostly surrounded by space.
Sometimes I'm anxious, excited about stuff ~
Much the time like smoke, some sparked fire puff.
There's something in the future, drawing me near ~
A delightful embrace, an energy share.
Many things entice me, give me a lift ~
Though overall I float, in an other world rift.
Aesthetics are important, beautiful flow ~
Chaos offends me, a discombobulated know.
I feel deep into life, all forms and types ~
Time looses meaning, energy accentuated vibes.
Spend a lot of time alone, or playing my cat ~
Up early in the morning where, peace is mostly at.
Observe, obnoss, be and feel ~
Circular spiraling, 
allow and yield.